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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 09:39 pm (no subject)
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Double-yew tee eff, y'all?

I mean... POSEDNIK? You have to be kidding.
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 11:27 pm (no subject)
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Ahahahahahahahahahahaha that was AWESOME. Five hits, five runs scored, what?

Oh, and we won. :D
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Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 04:47 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: U2 - Elevation
Hey everyone

Sorry I haven't updated in a while - we started winning when I hadn't posted, and so even though I know it's kinda stupid, I got all superstittious and stuff and decided I couldn't post. Also people started inviting me out to parties and stuff again, so I didn't really have time anyway (oops). And then we started losing, and I got too depressed to post too much. So anyway.

Not much to talk about lately, just in the old grind of the game. Things are going ok for me personally, but the team is so hot and cold. I don't know what's going on this year - I'm still trying to be optimistic and lead by example and all that, but privately? I have some doubts. This is not the same Yankee team we used to have.

The only news I really have to report is that the Red Sox are going to be on QEFTSG. I know it's silly to be jealous, and I'm not really, since god knows I don't need a gay man to show me how to dress or groom myself - my mom taught me just fine, thanks - but I have to admit it would be fun to go out shopping with those guys, especially because I think they give you a lot of free stuff.

Anyway. Got to get to the park for the game and stuff, sooo....

Jeter out!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 11:57 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Ok, so maybe five in a row is cause for celebration. And if that's not, then maybe going 2-5 with a home run and a stolen base and NO ERRORS is!! Today was a pretty good game. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little concerned when we gave up five runs in the first inning, but I said to myself, "Derek, it's only the first inning and there is plenty of time to come back. Just get on base to start things off and trust your teammates to battle back with you." And they did! It was so cool. Clearly my leadership is working again. I don't know what was wrong with it for a while there but the Yankees are Back! Tino especially. God I missed him. Also, Hideki-san the man, working the RBIs. You go, dude.

OH, and RJ! What's this I'm hearing about you giving facials? How come you never offered me any of this special cream? I totally need one, have you seen these pictures of me lately in the papers? I look positively haggard! Next time we have a B&J night you'll have to bring some.

ok, I can't decide whether I should go out and party or pack my stuff for Oakland. I think there's time for me to shop for new stuff in San Francisco (and OMG I love going out there; it's not quite like New York but the atmosphere is so friendly and happy and... what's the word I'm looiking for? I hate when this happens)... I think I still have a couple hours before my plane leaves so we'll see what mood I'm in. :-)

Jeter out!
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May. 9th, 2005 @ 10:23 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy
Three in a row, bitches. How do you like that?

I realized, after my fifth tequila on Saturday night, that I totally overreacted to that win against the A's. I mean, how sad. A single solitary win is not cause for celebration - the only win after which a player should show excitement is the game in which they win the World Series.

On the other hand, I was definitely super-happy (and, uh, shocked) by KB yesterday. The inconsistency crap drives me nuts.

Oh, and I'm supper annoyed because I only got one hit tonight and no longer have the best average on the team (probably residual hangover, I don't know how does it) and also I made an ERROR which is NOT COOL. I mean, if I want more Gold Gloves and stuff I can't keep doing that. I'm going to have to take extra-long BP and fielding practice tomorrow so i can be more leadery soon. I'm going to head to bed now, actually - tomorrow I'm going to kick it up a notch (hahahah I love Emeril) - I think I'm ready now that the team is doing a little better and everyone's getting along.

Who knew all I had to do to get us back on track was bitch out a certain someone on national TV? HAHAHA roflmaololetc.
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May. 7th, 2005 @ 05:10 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Frank Sinatra NOT LIZA MINELLI - New York New York
START SPREADING THE NEEEEEWWWWWWWS
I'M LEAVING TOOOODAAAAAAAAY
I WANNA BE A PART OF IT
NEW YORK, NEW YORK
THOSE LITTLE TOWN BLUUUUUUUUES
ARE MELTING AWAAAAAAAY
I'LL MAKE A BRAND NEW START OF IT
IN OOOOOLD NEW YOOOOOOORK

YANKEES WIN YANKEES WIN YANKEES WIN BOO YEAH WE ARE THE BEST WE WIN WE WIN WE WIN!!!!111!!! My calm eyes and intangibles are finally working again, yusss!

MOOOOOOSE shut the A's DOWN - complete game four hitter what?! Shout out for mah shut out, MOOSIE!

And, best of all, it was a day game so I can go out and partayyyyyyyy!!! RJ, save the SuperFudgeChunk for another day! Tonight, urrrybody in the club gettin tipsay! Captain's orders! It'll be like a team building exercise or something. Aw yeah.
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May. 7th, 2005 @ 12:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sadsad
I don't even want to talk about the game last night. I can't even trust Mo and Tino now? I mean, some people I'm not surprised when they make stupid and costly errors and then give me crap about it, but Mo and Tino were always nails. And now...

I'm sorry, that was a stupid thing to say. We all make mistakes and I know they were trying their best. Everyone's pressing (I only got one hit) and maybe even trying too hard. I think we just need to get our confidence back. But the only way I can think of doing that is to win. Or maybe hypnosis. Hm. Anyway, the team really needs to just stop fighting and blaming eachother for everything that goes wrong and suck it up and play hard and just WIN GODDAMNIT.

I really thought last night was the night we turned this thing around - we came back and tied up the game, and I was all set to grind out a 14-inning game or something. I started doing my visualization exercises, and man, I could taste that walkoff homerun. But it all fell apart in the 10th and we just couldn't come back after that. I never thought I'd see the day that the Yankees couldn't come back.

This is just sad, man.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 01:56 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: numbnumb
Another depressing article: Even the New York Times is picking on us

Although like I said (they quoted me a bunch of times - probably because I'm the captain, I guess) there are really no more excuses. We're just playing like crap. I don't know if it's because everyone on the team expects to win without working hard and helping eachother out, or because some of our players don't even know what city we're supposed to be in half the time, but it is time to say it. We suck. We are sucking. We have sucked. Hopefully we will not continue to suck. (And also, holy crap, I look old in that picture!)

I don't know what to do to be a better captain or more motivational and stuff. Seriously, any of you guys on the team - what can I do? More importantly, what can you do to set a good example and lead? Mr. Torre's already had like eleventy billion meetings and if he, the man who lead this team to one of the most dominant stretches of baseball ever (yes 1996-2000 and no I will not let it go), can't motivate us then what the hell chance do I have? I just have to try to lead by example and play the best I can and not make errors that allow two runs and things of that nature.

At least we're back in New York. It's funny, the Stadium used to have such an aura around it, of invincibility and all the ghosts of past dominant teams, but this year it feels almost like any other stadium full of drunk New Yorkers. I feel like Jorge and Tino and me are the only ghosts still sticking around. :(

Anyway, better get back to practice - leading by example. Yes. That is what I will do.
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May. 5th, 2005 @ 11:50 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
I almost forgot:



I WIN THE AWARD FOR THE BEST SHORTSTOP IN THE WORLD! And I look really skinny in that pic too! Yay!

This almost makes me forget that we are playing sub-.400 ball.

I have to go cry myself to sleep now.
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May. 5th, 2005 @ 07:49 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Okay. I know some people seem to think I'm not doing a good job as captain, because the team has been playing crappy. And I know maybe I haven't been as supportive as usual to the new players and stuff because I've been so depressed lately. I mean, it's hard for me to mentor Robinson Cano when I can't look at him without remembering Soriano and then just wanting to burst into tears, because what the hell, Soriano was awesome and we traded him. And maybe I keep to myself a little more around some of the free agent guys, but you know, they all have their own posses and stuff, and nobody can talk to Sheff or K-B anyway, especially when we're losing and they're extra pissed off all the time.

But that is not the point. It has come to my attention that maybe some people think they could do a better job as captain, or think that they are a better player than me even though, hello, who's playing shortstop for the best baseball team ever, ME, while some other people haven't ever won a World Series. But that isn't the point either. I was talking to Tino and Jorge the other night and we all think that the team would be playing much better if everyone on it knew what it really is to *be* a Yankee - not just, like, any asshole who George buys, but a real 1996-2000 Yankee. But what is it to be a Championship Yankee? What is it to be a Dynasty Mystique Super Yankee? We decided to make a list. And here it is:

How to be a Championship YankeeCollapse )
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